slight confession at this point. Walt was not unaware of tbe fact that I was in England as I bad written to him soon after winning TAFF. Judging by the information that was being relayed to me, all British fandom was in revolt because of my election, and I wanted to make sure I had a friend or two located in the British Islea. (My informants had told me that my winning was bad enough - but when active British fandom saw the list of the fifty plane passengers and not a fanzine fan in the bunch. "Well, there was no telling what might happen. Archie Mercer, for instance, jokingly threatened to dis- tribute tacks over the runway immediately preceding the landing. Other Americans visualized the Fake Fan being confronted with "Madle - Keep Out" signs, and doors being slammed in his face. As it turned out, tbe only things slammed in the Fake Fan's face were large glasses of beer, and faster than he could drink them.) Anyway, Walt and I exchanged a letter or two - for the first time since before the war. He had told me that he had been away from the sweetness and light that was fandom for several years and that my letter had fanned one of the glowing embere i.nto a slight fire. I suppose Walt is one of those very few who will be a fan forever. Ken and I headed for the railroad to catch a downtown train and, to be expected, we had to race madly to catch it, Ken wouldn't think of casually missing it and catch- ing the next one, which must have been at least five minutes behind. Ken's charming Pam met us outside ber place of employment, and we ambled over to find Pete Hamilton. Two years prior, Peter had contacted me and aaked me to become American Represent- ative for his magazine, NEBULA SCIENCE FICTION. The ultimate aim was newsstand distri- bution, but we plsnned to go slowfor a while. I had, through independent distributors in Charlotte and Atlanta, placed about 500 copies of several issues on the stands and, while the salea weren't anything sensational, they compared favorably with most of the magazines except for the big three, So we had decided to try to find a distributor who would handle about 5,000 copies on a nationwide baais. APter American News folded (they had agreed to handle NEBULA) things looked mighty dark. However, I had made an agreement with Acme News to handle 5,000 copies. As it turned out, NEBULA became a monthly, and 10 issues were distributed in the States. Unfortunately, despite its attractive appearance and fine selection of storfes, it never sold well enough in the ' States and it was given up as an experiment that failed. Several isaues later (early summer 1959) the msgazine ceased publication altogetber. Pete is a rather stocky, curly-headed blond - a real handsome Scotsman. He has been a fan for years and it was always his dream to publish a professional S-F magazine This materialized in late 1952 with the advent of NEBULA which, incidentally, had a print-run of only about 5,000 copies of the first issue. Pete is a firm supporter of fandom, and usually attended British conventions. He also pushed fandom as much as possible in NEBULA. (He ran Walt Willis' fan column and Ken Slater's book-review department fram the magazine's inception. In the last few issues, he also included my fan column. NEBULA was probably the only magazine ever to run two fan columns simultaneously.) After dinner, Pam and Ken went to a movie while Pete and I discussed the munda.-.e matters of S-F, including the all-important distribution aspects. At the time, things looked mighty fine and we would have been satisfied with a little better than 50% sales in America. But the bubble was about to burst and, in retrospect, NEBUIA came into America at the wrong time. Pete was staying overnight and invited me to have lunch with him the next noon prior to his catching the trafn for Glasgow. At thie point, Ken, Pam and I headed for Catford. On the way to Ken's I suddenly noticed that I was catching a cold. But a cold is something that never bothered me, thought I. The next morning I awoke feeling pretty chipper after a good night's sleep - some- thing I hadn't been having much of lately. Had my usual morning tea and fried eggs - |